Its been awhile.

I know I haven't been on or making anything new. Life is hard paying bills is a big thing with one income that isn't enough to pay bills. I'm not make any money in my art. It stresses me out and it triggers my dispersion I love art all kinda and getting good feed back from my work makes me happy, makes me feel good about my work so it keeps me going. I haven't been getting anything in return for my work and it slowly got a hold of me that I'm not good enough bleh bleh stuff that get to me make me feel unhappy about my self and my work. So I slowly stoped I've tried to doing different art stuff to pull me out of my slub but everytime I stop I throw it away. I haven't gave up not completely someday I do try.
I don't know if anyone gets what I'm say its fine, it is kinda hard for me to explain myself what I'm going throw and how I feel.